Hmmm..today is cell group outing..Yeah...alot of members went hee~~ Hey guys...i enjoyed myself alot todae...Thanks to those who meet early at bedok...ah zhi,guo dong,elaine, auntie . michelle,karen ,si hui ,yanni ,lee hong,gui yi...those who come later r yiwei,zhenghong,rono and the Zhu Yun yun *hmph angry...thanks for coming early hee~~...armm...to those who were late n very late de (u know who u r [1 who took my skates] ) *dun need mi to spell it out so clearly right? =/
Actually ,there r alot of things torturing my mind....Haiz~~ so so many things happened!! i want to be a problem-solver...God ,please help mi...I'M REALLY LOST.... -_- Many atimes ,i wish i could cry out..BUT i couldnt...n heart was broken into pieces...literally into pieces!! Sadness came into me..Fear gripped my heart..All these came suddenly.. I don't want tat thought...i really dun want to see myself in such a devasted state!!! pls pls...Can anyone help mi???
I'm feeling so so down...But the JOY of the LORD is my STRENGTH...hope tis will strengthen mi...Lord ,take away every of my burden..take away every of my negative tots..take away every of my worries...Suddenly ,i felt that the world only left mi ALONE~~~ =./ so scary...
Everything 's gonna fade away..in life ,u gotta learn to LET GO OF UR PRECIOUS...LET GO OF UR OLD LIFe...LET GO OF UR PAST MISTAKES...LET GO OF UR COMFORT ZONE..LET GO OF UR UNGODLY RELATIONSHIPS...like Abraham..the steps of FAITH u gotta walk jus like Abraham...
Alright..i hope to cast ALL cares upon the LORD...those who were reading..please do PRAY for mi ya..If not ,i'm going to collaspe soon...Hoping one day, God will jus rapture mi into heaven...and there'll be no more PROBLEMS , WORRYING , TORTURING , SUFFERING , TORMENTING TIMES , EMOTIONALLY WOUNDED...all those negative thingy le...Arghh..feel like crying...sob sob!! ppl will fail u But God will not...ppl r not perfect ,i must aways keep tat in my mind...so tat wen ppl hurt mi deeply,i would forgive n forget..
Now is already time=5am in the morning...Raining cats n dogs now...watch house of wax le..with cgm...10 of us watch together...kinda disgusting n gross lehz the show..yucks~~~*puke
hee...aniwae i enjoyed myself today ..alot alot more than previous outing*those who know*..LOL
k.. i'm gonna Zzzz soon nitez
_________Trishz
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