FELT LIKE CRYING now now...BUT...HAIZ~~~Why?? mayb after reading....
Sunday
Went to eat sakae sushi w sam,matt,jas,mel n alvin after teaching Zheng Hong guitar..SAw mel n alvin at east point..mel went rebonding...Nice hairdo mel..love ur straight hair..it looks nice n gorgeous in u..before dinner, i had a bit of taste of how usher support is like..hee kinda fun!! LOL **might change ministry to USHER...haha~~ ll pray bout it .IZzit a calling frm God?? *dunno..I still loves Choir coz it Roxx..den after tat i went to meet jessica,zhen dong n sam..samuel da first time i saw him..my new frenz! thanks to jessica den i know them..ZD is the king of joker la..we chatted,laughed ,shouted...den i saw police car patrolling..den we went off to another playground..played crocodile awhile..
went hm after tat.. :D
MONday!
*****MY FIRST DAY OF WORK*****
Yeah,,,was kinda fun,was told not to have such a funky hairdo...haha~~Hmm..
guys: " i'm trying to leave my hair long okie?" to those Who i have Promised not to cut my hair again!!!! Yes...i wun cut my hair short again..U have my WORD! =p
Jessica came in only at 630 coz she's working night shift..Aries is da supervisor dere,i was under him at night..he was good and explain alot to mi..hee ..guide mi very well..and hope im learning fast..i wan to work with my mei**michelle i miss working with uuUuu.... =D George is the manager..Kenneth is captain ..kinda kind ppl..work like a family is their motto..i love tis kinda of environment..Good !! hope i can work long..Im really in need of $$ ...sch fees have not settled yet..gotta paid full wen sch reopen..hope i can fork out the $ by den..they have rejected my application..kinda sad! but im grateful tat last semester they approved but i still got paid laa~~okie drop these subject..All things work togther for good to Those who love HIm...Yeah..In YOU ,i'll TRUST...
Tuesday
Slept for 4 hours only...Chatted with jessica after work and went 85 market to eat *ba chou mee,chicken wings and oyster egg..den chatted at her block downstairs..talk alot bout family thingy...den after tat,went back hm to ZZz..
Wa...i think i have serious BAD Character and FLAWS tat pissed ppl off easily!!! well...somebody said i need to do serious serious REFLECTION...Thanks to those ppl who really corrected mi times n times again..at times ,i still repeat da same mistakes again n again..and sorry for pissing u guys off..I'm not on purpose..and TAT's TRICIA...Alright..i dunno wat to say But thanks for all ur comments...Sometimes ,i really CAN'T control laa~~ suddenly BLURTED the things out frm my mouth without thinking..Useless tricia useless tricia..i know those who r closer to mi ,wanted to see mi a CHANGED PERSOn...I'm sorr if i cant live to ur expectation..i'm jus a useless ,lazy,stupid,failure,foolish TRICIA...sorry bear with mi jus feeling very very inferior of myself...
Sorry to THOSE PEOPLE who i have annoy ,irritates or pissed..Hope u understand.i know u guys will say why i didnt make an effort to change or something!! The truth is...haiz~~alright...I'll try to keep myself SHUT n talk wen necessary..TRicia ..Keep ur Mouth SHUt at ALL times!!!! LOL**put ur finger on ur lips(teacher yanni will say) hahaah~~~~
I WILL TRY TO BE MORE CAREFUL WITH MY WORDS....
I've made myself clear le...dunno whether u gonna say im not teachable or wat ...Suits u!!! I hate myself!!! HAte my life... Why Why Why??? alright depression comes again...ignore mi ..jus trying to vent out my anger...Again..negative tots came again..i think i'm gonna end up in mental hospital soon...soon...alright..Stop here le...i think im gonna be fine in Jesus ' name!!! Gonna work tomorrow...at 630 to 11pm...bye to all ppl,blog tis for hours..
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