Hmm.....now at TP ...using the comp here ,doing my stupid idotic project..i hate mr kwan...know wat he wans?? 60 slides of pages!!! Wat the h*ll kaoz...crazy teacher..Hmm..reach sch at 1010am..supposingly mi n kai gotta meet mingwei de but he was late too...kai was late for 1 hour lor..Tat basket...but i was concentrating thru out the lesson haha... hmmm...den ate QQ mian...hee~~
During PLC lesson...mi n kai got nothing to do,hmm den i ended up reading chicken soup for teenage hee~~ den i came across tis.. i find it so meaningful...
CONFUSED
My knees start to shake,
When you're in sight.
My mind is filled with wonder,
My heart with fright.
When will this feeling stop?
When did it start?
How can i listen to my mind,
Without breaking my heart?
I'm so confused.
What should i do?
I can't think of anything,
Except you.
Should i ignore you,
Or just give it time?
I can't think straight,
My heart controls my mind.
Hmmm...after reading tis poem or watever i began to think alot...hmmm...head was very heavy!!! hiaz~~ wat can i do ? i can do nothing...already beginning to feel hopeless in almost all the things i've done...why? why? how could tis happened to mi?? hopeless trish...there's nothing i can do now ler...everything is collapsing!! my world is broken into pieces...
Another one...title is INSIDE
Bottled up inside
Are the words i never said,
The feelings that i hide,
The lines you never read.
You can see it in my eyes,
Read it on my face
Trapped inside are lies
Of the past i can't replace.
With memories that linger--
Won't seem to go away.
Why can't i be happier?
Today's a brand-new day.
Yesterday are over
Even though the hurting's not
Nothing lasts forever,
I must cherish what i've got.
Don't take my love for granted,
For soon it will be gone--
All you ever wanted
Of the love you thought you'd won.
The hurt I'm feeling now
Won't disappear overnight,
But someway , somehow ,
Everything will turn out all right,
No more wishing for the past.
It wasn't meant to be.
It didnt seem to last,
So i have to set him free...
yup..tat's the end of the poem..feel like crying wen i read tis...now,past and future...wat's gonna be my future??? i simpily dare not thought of it...Those 2 are about relationship...i'm gonna write bout friendship de aso...
I need you now
My friend,i need you now--
Please take me by the hand.
Stand by me in my hour of need,
Take time to understand.
Take my hand,dea frenz,
And lead me from this place
Chase away my doubts and fears,
Wipe the tears off from my face.
Frenz,i cannot stand alone.
I need ur hand to hold,
The warmth of ur gentle touch
In my world tat's grown so cold.
Please be a frenz to me
And hold mi day by day.
Because with ur loving hand in mine,
I know we'll find the way.
yup..very meaningful right?? tis is for my dearest friends...thanks for being with mi all these while...u know who u r...Thanks for ur everything..at times i know i've let u down..make u chim xin..sorry for the toubles that i gif... friends forever!!! when i was sad , u were by my side. When i was scared , u felt my fear.YOu were my best support--If i needed you,you were there.YOu were the greatest frenz, u aways knew wat to say: you made everything seem better.But somewhere along the line,we slowly came apart.I was here,you were there,It tore a hole in my heart.Although we knew deep in our hearts,neither one of us was to blame.......FriendsZzz.....it's for lifetime!!!!! i love u ...my frenz!!
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