I read some blogs...and im sad to say why mostly ppl blog mostly bout their sad things...i cant help but think negatively...Feeling quite down recently..there's alot of things i wish to say but i dunno how...maybe there's a crack ler and i dunno how to mend it...i kept numbing myself...my hearts pains alot as if a knife's piercing thru my heart!!! There's no remedy..i've fallen down to the lowest pit...i felt helpless...looks like an idiot and a fool...hope tat time can heals all wounds...humans dun like to be cage like a bird,they wan freedom...It's hard ,really difficult to understand oneself...haiz..also dunno wat talking mi...Asshole...i hate myself...Hate my life...Hate who i am...