It's been a long time ( almost more than a week) since i go online and update myself ler...And many things happened for tis 1 week !!!!! MANY~~~~~ All things happened because it was my fault ..... i lied to someone who is closest to my heart....i know no matter wat i said is no use cause the FACT is i LIED...I felt so useless and lousy as a frenz after reading ur blog..I'm felt childish...really childish ,wen will i grow up??? everybody seems younger than me but thinking is totally different..2 months in church ler...why everythings seems wrong??????????????????????????????????????????????????????
Why things turn out to be so bad...????? i really am not trying to make up new things... i am not up to anything... Why would u think of me tat way?? Wat's da prob b/w the both of us? have u thought bout tat? many a times ,i wanna have a heart to heart talk with u but i dunno how to express myself...and i guess u would have interpret wrongly so i kept mum....Haiz...i dunno wat to say liao!! wat i wanna say is i REAlly REALLY REALLY TREASURE tis friendship...i hope to start all over again...i really dumb in tis kind of things de...A real Big time Dumbo...pls forgive my dumbness !!! i'm abit slow at times...and really, sometimes i know i really gets onto ur nerves coz i dun know wat u trying to hint or smth...of course ,from now onwards ,i 'll think twice,thrice before i say anything...i really dunno wat ur heart 's thinking at times...i know i' m wrong to say those nonsensical things tat day ,i shouldnt have say those ..Sorry!! but tis matter really shows tat i'm a darn lousy frenz...Really regretted of wat i've done...zuo ren zeng si bai ...
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